>We sang this song on Sunday…who knew it was a remake of an old hymn? Not I. Struck by the chorus I came home and googled the lyrics:
That is my desire: to truly say that He has satisfied all my longings. When I sing it, I can say in that moment that my desire is to be satisfied in Him. It’s when I get caught up in the things around me, that I forget that He is all I desire. It’s not a secret how much I desire a family. It’s not made any easier by the fact that I see pregnant women EVERYWHERE! Not only that, but I’ve counted thirteen plus friends, five of whom are close friends, who are either pregnant now or have had babies in the last five months. I want it to be me….
So, daily I must remind myself that Jesus, not a husband or children, is the One my soul so long has craved. When I wake up in the morning and face the day, when I hear men tell their wives they love them, when I see pregnant moms rub their bellies, when I ponder all the decisions I must make alone about the future, and when I go to bed and wish I had someone with whom to process the days events; these are the moments I must choose to rejoice in the One who has found me and redeemed me and made me His own.
I’m so thankful He has found me, and adopted me….and daily forgives my wayward, ungrateful heart.